Even though its not imaginable try to imagine

Everyone says I have to be strong and give Cameron the best life, what he deserves. I pray for strength to make it through these upcoming days but remember as you’re encouraging me to enjoy the holidays and make it a happy time..we’ve lost a part of us. We aren’t whole anymore. When you say your prayers look at your children and even though its not imaginable think for a second about having to sit there with one of them gone forever..you never get to see their smile again in this life or hear them say I love you again either. When you’re done with that horrific thought Thank God for your children and that he has let you keep them then realize that unimaginable moment without one of your children is my life.