8 Weeks…of pure torture

One day was too long without you but 8 weeks has been pure torture. I can’t bring you back I’ve screamed I’ve cried I’ve begged but your still gone. I still wake up everyday to an empty room. The pain is constant and never goes away you consume every thought I have and yet nothing is enough. I wasnt ready for you to go away. How could your work be done when I’m still here and I need you so much. Cameron and Dad need you! I will never understand why and I don’t even want to know..no answer would be good enough for my selfish heart. Your light shined so bright you made me so proud. I can’t even imagine how I’m suppose to live out my days without you here on earth. I continue to pray that God gives me the strength as I wait until the day he finally allows me to see you again.